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[tire_moi_mes_bottes]

Lesgle and Joly always share everything--except when they don't. And sometimes Lesgle even makes an effort not to share with Joly. (Not always successfully: see, for example, various head-colds and stomach upsets, as well as the Moth Problem of '29 and the Sitting in Unfortunately Melted Chocolate Incident of '31 and the many many instances of spilled beverages and regrettable hangovers.)

But setting that parenthesis aside: sometimes Lesgle makes an effort not to share with Joly, particularly when it comes to bad moods. And what with one thing and another, he can feel one coming on. Actually, no, it's not just a case of "feeling a bad mood coming on."

Lesgle wants to break things, kick things over, and punch things very hard.

In other words, it's a Bahorel mood. So that's where he goes now instead of the Blue Cherub Room.

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[tire_moi_mes_bottes]

Lesgle's face also registers almost-offense and almost-confusion at Bahorel's first words. He interjects an exasperated Of course not at the question of lying. But he lets Bahorel continue.

When Bahorel is done, he drapes his arms loosely around his folded knees. "I wear an old coat day in and day out. Marius Pontmercy, as I recall, living on much the same income as myself, went to the length of turning an old coat of Courfeyrac's--and then only going out at night, so that he could still be in mourning. Now, you might say that each of us is a poor man and anyone who looks for more than half a second will see it too. But Bahorel, would you haul Pontmercy out into the daylight and tear his old coat off his shoulders just so he could know how very poor he looks?"

He waves a hand. "Pardon me for speaking in parables, when I think we can agree I'm no Jesus. Bahorel, I know you can be gentle. That's all I ask. Of course I don't intend to lie, or to ask you to lie. It's absurd; I'm not that stupid and neither are our friends. But my God, man, give them some warning, tread lightly. Remember that some people like to tuck their dirty linens out of sight; don't laugh when you tell them the whole neighborhood has seen their last stained threadbare shirt flapping in the breeze."

The rest, Bossuet doesn't feel like addressing. He needs to think about it, and he needs to read the rest of the book.

[clayforthedevil]

Bahorel watches him in silence for a while, considering. Then he smiles fondly. "You show my point. Look at this nonsense you have told yourself about me; gentle, where did you find that idea? Not in anything I have ever done." He shakes his head. "I will not pretend I understand half of your fears. As for the other half--" He considers, then laughs at himself. "--even less, I think."

"But I do not say you are wrong. Far from it-- others will more likely share your understanding of the situation than mine.I cannot promise to meet your standards of caution; I do not have your kindness. But if you would prefer to carry the news--" he holds out the book "I will wait a few days; no more. Especially if a man wishes to keep himself in the shadows, there is no fairness in not letting him know that he has stumbled into the center of the stage."

He grins then. "Or I could begin writing a note to Joly now, and you could have an excuse to practice violence, as you seemed to wish when you came to visit."

[tire_moi_mes_bottes]

He rubs the back of his neck and laughs. "It's not you I want to fight, old fellow. Maybe you're more used to seeing friends die than I am, and maybe I'm turning into a mother-hen after that last battle. So tell me what you'd say in a note to Joly. Go on. Let's hear your side of the conversation."

[clayforthedevil]

More used to it? Yes, he is, at that. Thanks for the reminder. Though what that has to do with the current discussion --

As for the note, he moves to his desk and shuffles through a few pieces of paper, finds one, and clears his throat.

"Dear Joly- we're in a book by, of all men, Victor Hugo. Not too much, mind you; it's very long and there's a whole chapter about Louis-Philippe, I do not recommend the experience. I'll tell you more if you like, but don't worry too much about it. If someone tries to throw it in your face, bat your lashes and tell them you know all about it; I certainly mean to."

He considers the paper for a moment, then grabs a pen and writes dramatically while saying "p.s.Bossuet thinks too much, do something to stop it."

He tosses the paper over. It has the whole text on it. "I didn't expect to be called on for any more detail, you know. I've never known Joly to seek out historical literature with any great gusto."

[tire_moi_mes_bottes]

Lesgle drinks while he writes, with his eyes closed. It was unfair, he supposes, to talk of friends dying. But after seeing some of these particular men die, he's all...protective.

He catches the paper in mid-air, drunk enough to be graceful again the way he was at the barricade, and folds it into his waistcoat without looking. "No, I'm sure you didn't expect to be called on for detail. You'll let someone else do that. All right. I'll take this to Joly."

[clayforthedevil]

Bahorel throws his arms up. "You warn against saying too much, then complain that I've not said enough. I'm hardly likely to vanish here. You may certainly send Joly this way if you want; only I'll answer if he asks me more. As far as I can. Didn't I answer you? " He rubs his eyes; he's been doing entirely too much reading lately. "No, you want me to tell you how the universe works. I don't know. I hardly believe it does. Yes, talk to Joly; that's his sort of study."

And his own study around the matter is evidently not something he's going to be able to explain. He rolls up the other papers scattered on his desk into a rough ball, looks blankly at the walls for a moment, and then tosses himself backwards into the chair hard enough to make it creak, and hurls all the paper over his head.

"And definitely a fireplace" he says calmly, while the paper bounces and flutters down. "Tell me what he thinks of; he's sure to have a good theory."

[tire_moi_mes_bottes]

"I never said a word about too much. It's what you say. I--" He's talking over Bahorel, which is always tempting and rarely useful. So Bossuet waits, and leaves a good long silence after all the paper is on the floor.

"Feel any better? No? I just want you to--plan a moment how you talk to Grantaire. To Enjolras." He leans over for the bottle of vile mushroomy whatever-it-is. "And if we all have to spend the next decades--centuries--listening to Grantaire work this into an endless obscure speech about futility and shame and half-a-dozen names picked at random from the Greeks--now with chapter-and-verse citations to prove Enjolras's disdain--don't you dare run out of the room every time for a walk in the forest and leave someone else to listen to it all night and then get sicked up on. It's all very well to break a window-pane and then tear up a street just to see the effect but our friends--"

Oh, God. Is this the future? Forget centuries of Grantaire harangues; is he doomed to eternal bickering with Bahorel?

Laigle lies down carefully on the floor and stares at the ceiling. "I'm becoming a bore. I spent so many years scrupulously avoiding responsibility, and now here I am worrying about my friends' tender spirits."

[clayforthedevil]

It's certainly not as good as a proper blaze for settling the mood, but he does feel a little better. Enough to laugh a little at Lesgle's self assessment. "Yes, what a change; you were so callous before. Famed for it."

"Grantaire, ah..." he laughs again, and reaches for the nearest bottle, "I don't know. Perhaps he'll see the joke of the thing. Perhaps he'll take it all in the worst way. If you've advice to give on how to tell him, I will not argue it; only, if you want me to be the bearer of odd news you must give specifics." He taps Lesgle's shoulder gently with the edge of his boot. " I think you're wrong about it worrying Enjolras, you know. He's not likely to be thrown in knowing that our cause reached people years or worlds away. But then I hardly expected you to be so rattled by it; and yet here you are, an opium-pipe away from a proper dramatic collapse."

He's not trying to be provocative, now. He is trying to understand, and his voice, despite his own earlier insistence, is gentle. "Come, now, patience with a slow learner; what's troubling you, really?" About this, or about whatever-it-was that had Bossuet storming into his rooms earlier.

[tire_moi_mes_bottes]

"Do you have an opium-pipe?" Lesgle lifts his head and looks around. "No?" Sigh. He wonders if it's one of the things the Bar doesn't provide: it might be.

"Well, as to what troubles me with this, I...give me some time. Let me read the rest of the book, or at least the relevant portions? I present myself as an example to you, Bahorel, of how even a steady man with hardly any propriety or modesty might be bowled over by your news, whether or not you think he ought to be. I'll do my reading, I'll talk to Joly, but for Grantaire, for the others--"

There's a scratching at the door, and two papers slid underneath. Lesgle rolls himself over two or three times rather than stand up, and reads the notes. "Combeferre is here--come to Enjolras's room in two or three hours--no--come to Joly and Bossuet's room at once."

Well. This is enough to make him sit up, stand up, and even abandon his bottle(s) of drink.